Your Mighty Hand of Prayer


We are going to continue our journey in learning about prayer through scripture. Before we start, however, you are going to need to acknowledge that God is creative and has passed on some of that creativity on to you. That being said, take a good look at your hand. Whether you picked your left hand or your right, it will serve as a great tool for you the next time you are in prayer. Oh, and by-the-way, we are now going to call the hand you picked, your ‘Prayer Hand’.

Looking at your prayer hand we are going to start with your thumb. The thumb represents Praise. As you enter your time of prayer, enter it praising God for who He is in your life. David teaches us this very approach in Psalm 100:

1 Shout for joy to the Lord, all the earth.
2 Worship the Lord with gladness;
come before him with joyful songs.
3 Know that the Lord is God.
It is he who made us, and we are his;
we are his people, the sheep of his pasture.

4 Enter his gates with thanksgiving
and his courts with praise;
give thanks to him and praise his name.
5 For the Lord is good and his love endures forever;
his faithfulness continues through all generations.

Later in Psalm 146, David goes on saying, “Praise the Lord. Praise the Lord, my soul. I will praise the Lord all my life; I will sing praise to my God as long as I live.” Jesus reinforces this same approach when He teaches us the Lord’s Prayer by starting with “Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name.”
The next finger you want to focus on is the pointer finger. This finger represents Thanksgiving. It will naturally flow from praising God for He is in your life, right into thanking Him for what He has done for you.

20 always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ.

- Ephesians 5:20

The next finger is the middle finger and it represents Intercession. This is when you begin to pray for others. We are encouraged in 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 to “Rejoice always, pray continually, give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus.” We should always be in prayer for each other, whether we are found near or far.

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

- Ephesians 6:18-19

We move on to the ring finger. It is with this finger that we ask for a hand in marriage and make a commitment with. So, this finger now represents Petition. This now reminds us that we can freely come to God and petition Him to intervene on our behalf with whatever weighs in our hearts and thoughts because we are His and He is ours. Hannah, the mother of Samuel knew and understood this part of prayer very well. Look at her testimony: “I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of him.” (1 Samuel 1:27).

12 Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father.13 And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

- John 14:12-14

The last finger is the pinky finger. This little guy represents Confession. When confessing, ask the Holy Spirit to bring to your attention anything that is hindering your faith or obstructing God’s blessings in your life. This may seem intimidating at first, but don’t let fear try to stop you. Be encouraged by the words of 1 John 1:9, “If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.”
The next time you are in prayer, take your prayer hand out and begin to Praise, Thank, Intercede, Petition, and Confess. A great place and time to put this into practice is at our Sunday Morning Prayer time. Join us at 8 am in the Fellowship Hall and be strengthened and encouraged by other believers. However, I encourage you to start each day with prayer. Before you do anything else, pray. You will start to notice a difference in your life when you start your day with God.



I praise Your Holy name. You are the good shepherd. A wonderful counselor. There is power in Your name to set free and deliver. Thank You for providing for me and my family. For the strength You give me to continue and for the hope that can only be found in You. I pray for those at Calvary that have lost loved ones. Wrap Your loving arms around them and comfort them. We know that Your joy is their strength. I ask that you continue to inspire me and show more ways in which I can better serve you. Holy Spirit I ask that You please bring to mind any sin, any hindrance, and obstacle that is preventing me from being what God has created me to be. I confess my fears, my doubts, and rebellion to You. I lay these at the feet of Jesus to be crushed and take His forgiveness and freedom. AMEN.

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Praying the Word of God

            In next few weeks we are going to be spending some time looking at prayer through the Word of God. I also want to take this opportunity to invite you to join us on Sunday mornings at 8 am in the Fellowship Hall for a time of prayer and praising God. It is a great place to put into practice what we will be discussing these next few weeks.

Jesus is the greatest teacher on the subject of prayer. Following His examples will lead to a vibrant prayer life and strengthen your faith. In the seventeenth chapter of the book of John, Jesus prays for all believers. He prays for unity between all believers to be as strong a bond as His unity to the Father is. In this prayer He professes to have given us His glory and His love. He set before us an example of how we should approach prayer.

20 “My prayer is not for them alone. I pray also for those who will believe in me through their message, 21 that all of them may be one, Father, just as you are in me and I am in you. May they also be in us so that the world may believe that you have sent me. 22 I have given them the glory that you gave me, that they may be one as we are one— 23 I in them and you in me—so that they may be brought to complete unity. Then the world will know that you sent me and have loved them even as you have loved me.

- John 17:20-23

            In your next pray time with God, pray for all believers that they may be one with the Father as you are one with the Father. Thank God for His bond with you. Use this time to confess and ask for forgiveness if you have been holding on to unforgiveness. Forgive anyone you who has hurt or offended you. Ask God to help you to be in unity with other members of the Body of Christ. Put your faith in Jesus to practice and always strive to be a champion of unity.

            In the book of Hebrews, we are given further instructions on what we should be prepared to do when we gather together as a body of believers:

24 And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, 25 not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

- Hebrews 10:24-25

            Never stop meeting with other believers and when you do, make sure you do so with the expectation and desire to encourage others towards love and good deeds. Pray for opportunities to engage other believers and step out boldly with the empowerment of the Holy Spirit.



    Thank you for praying for me and for making a way for me to approach the Father. I pray for other believers to have the same unity and bond that You have with me. Holy Spirit I ask that You reveal in me any unforgiveness that needs to be confessed and released. I forgive anyone who has hurt or offended me. Please give me opportunities to bond with others in the body of Christ and empower me to encourage them towards love and good deeds. AMEN.


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Praise Him in the Season

Our church family and as well as our immediate family is in a challenging season to say the least. We have had a loss of loved ones in the midst of personal breakthroughs and blessings. Through the pain one feels of losing a loved one, we have also experienced an overwhelming amount of love poured over us. While we may feel a void in our lives, there is an undeniable closeness with God and His presence is palpable.

The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

- Psalm 34:18

I praise God because He has not left our side and continues to comfort us. I praise Him because despite the pain of losing a loved one, I know they are not gone forever, and I will be reunited with them some day. I praise God because He is true, reliable, loving, merciful, and compassionate. I will praise Him through the pain, praise Him through the depression, praise Him through the darkness, praise Him through the doubt, and praise Him through the circumstance I find myself in.

22 The crowd joined in the attack against Paul and Silas, and the magistrates ordered them to be stripped and beaten with rods. 23 After they had been severely flogged, they were thrown into prison, and the jailer was commanded to guard them carefully. 24 When he received these orders, he put them in the inner cell and fastened their feet in the stocks. 25 About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them. 26 Suddenly there was such a violent earthquake that the foundations of the prison were shaken. At once all the prison doors flew open, and everyone’s chains came loose. 27 The jailer woke up, and when he saw the prison doors open, he drew his sword and was about to kill himself because he thought the prisoners had escaped. 28 But Paul shouted, “Don’t harm yourself! We are all here!” 29 The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas.30 He then brought them out and asked, “Sirs, what must I do to be saved?” 31 They replied, “Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved—you and your household.” 32 Then they spoke the word of the Lord to him and to all the others in his house. 33 At that hour of the night the jailer took them and washed their wounds; then immediately he and all his household were baptized. 34 The jailer brought them into his house and set a meal before them; he was filled with joy because he had come to believe in God—he and his whole household.

- Acts 16:22-34

Paul and Silas praised God despite their circumstances. The unjust beating, they received did not change their perception of God. God was still just, loving, providing, comforting, merciful, and abounding in grace. They did not praise God to take the pain away, heal them or set them free. They praised God for who and what He was in their life—everything! They praised God and ushered His presence into the dark and hopeless environment of that prison. The presence of God cannot be shackled or imprisoned. In fact, the Word of God tells us that He is the Spirit and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom! (2 Corinthians 3:17).
In an instant, the prison’s atmosphere of gloom was invaded by the hope of the world! Its foundations shook, the shackles and restraints were loosed, the doors flung open and gospel was shared. Simply wonderful and amazing!
This is why I choose to praise and lift up the name of Jesus, because He has never and will never leave me nor abandon me. He is my refuge and His joy is my strength. I delight in the season I am in because I get to see the tapestry that is my testimony being woven together!



Thank You for Your love and comfort! I praise You for being my strength and hope. I am blessed by the truth in Word. You truly are a friend that sticks closer than a brother. I praise You because of who You are. Thank You for weaving my testimony in the midst of a difficult season. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

He Never Forgets His Promises


         This last Sunday Pastor Peggy took the gloves off and delivered a knockout message! It was encouraging, empowering, and spiritually emancipating. While the message was packed, beginning to end, with scriptural insight, personal testimonies and stories; there was one thing that particularly struck a chord with me.  It came from the main scripture she read:

Joshua 2:8-11

“Before the spies lay down for the night, she went up on the roof and said to them, “I know that the Lord has given you this land and that a great fear of you has fallen on us, so that all who live in this country are melting in fear because of you. We have heard how the Lord dried up the water of the Red Sea for you when you came out of Egypt, and what you did to Sihon and Og, the two kings of the Amorites east of the Jordan, whom you completely destroyed. When we heard of it, our hearts melted in fear and everyone’s courage failed because of you, for the Lord your God is God in heaven above and on the earth below.”

         Pastor Peggy made mention that Rahab, twice, described the people of Jericho melting in fear. Twice! Now there are no coincidences when it comes to God and there is a meaning that goes deeper than what appears on the surface of scripture. I researched the biblical meaning for the number two and here is the finding:

The Biblical Meaning of Number 2 deals with separation, things that are divided, or things that brings about division. The number 2 being the first number that can be divided it is regarded as the fundamental number for division. 

         So, what is Rahab doing here? She is not just simply telling the spies that she knows about their God and that she knows that God will surely give them the land. She is literally dividing herself from her people and uniting with God. This is made clear in the conversation that continues between her and the spies.

Joshua 2:12-21 

12 “Now then, please swear to me by the Lord that you will show kindness to my family, because I have shown kindness to you. Give me a sure sign 13 that you will spare the lives of my father and mother, my brothers and sisters, and all who belong to them—and that you will save us from death.”

14 “Our lives for your lives!” the men assured her. “If you don’t tell what we are doing, we will treat you kindly and faithfully when the Lord gives us the land.”

15 So she let them down by a rope through the window, for the house she lived in was part of the city wall. 16 She said to them, “Go to the hills so the pursuers will not find you. Hide yourselves there three days until they return, and then go on your way.”

17 Now the men had said to her, “This oath you made us swear will not be binding on us 18 unless, when we enter the land, you have tied this scarlet cord in the window through which you let us down, and unless you have brought your father and mother, your brothers and all your family into your house. 19 If any of them go outside your house into the street, their blood will be on their own heads; we will not be responsible. As for those who are in the house with you, their blood will be on our head if a hand is laid on them. 20 But if you tell what we are doing, we will be released from the oath you made us swear.”

21 “Agreed,” she replied. “Let it be as you say.”

So she sent them away, and they departed. And she tied the scarlet cord in the window.

         Rahab, despite her reputation, showed courage and honor by not just saving her own skin but that of her father and mother, brothers and sisters and their families as well. God honored the deal with Rahab and spared her and her family. But He did more than just honor the deal. You see, Rahab had divided herself from one not being a part of God’s family to longing to be a part of it. So, God literally brought the Messiah out of her lineage.

Matthew 1:1-5 

 The Genealogy of Jesus the Messiah

This is the genealogy of Jesus the Messiah the son of David, the son of Abraham:

Abraham was the father of Isaac,

Isaac the father of Jacob,

Jacob the father of Judah and his brothers,

Judah the father of Perez and Zerah, whose mother was Tamar,

Perez the father of Hezron,

Hezron the father of Ram,

Ram the father of Amminadab,

Amminadab the father of Nahshon,

Nahshon the father of Salmon,

Salmon the father of Boaz, whose mother was Rahab,

Boaz the father of Obed, whose mother was Ruth,

Obed the father of Jesse,

         It was in Jesus’ DNA to separate—divide—Himself from His divine nature to become one us and gave His life up so that we would be saved and become one of God’s children. God honored Rahab in a far great way than she could ever imagine. Her faith in Him not only led to the salvation of her family but ours as well. This just goes to show you, that God never forgot the words He spoke to Abraham, concerning him and his descendants: “I will bless those who bless you, and whoever curses you I will curse; and all peoples on earth will be blessed through you.” (Genesis 12:3). 

I pray this is a reminder to you, God has not forgotten the words He has spoken over you. Don’t despair or lose hope. He is faithful and will do exceedingly more for you, than you could ever imagine!



Thank You for speaking into my life. Your words speak life, encouragement, and comfort over me. Holy Spirit help me to hear the voice of my Shepherd and remind me of the wonderful things spoken over me. Amen!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

He Is With You


            Recently, our daughter Isa took her first Alameda Pool Association swim test—four tests back-to-back—she was determined to pass, and the cold morning did not deter her from giving it her best. The first test: Dive into the deep end, swim up, back float for 20 seconds and then torpedo to the nearest wall. Isa did it but swam to the farthest wall because she wanted to show me that she could make it. I can’t even begin to tell you how proud I was of her!

The second test: Back torpedo the width of the pool. What was Isa’s response? “Yup, I can do that.” In a matter of seconds, she completed the second hurdle. The third test, however, proved to be most difficult for my little lioness: Torpedo the width of the pool without taking a breath. Isa gave it her best. Each time she got closer but did not make it. Three attempts. After the third one we asked her if she wanted to stop and try it gain another day. She refused. She held on to the wall and just kept staring to the other side. Then something incredible happened. Her coach Christine walks over to Isa and asked her if it would help her if she got in the water with her. Isa lit up and agreed.

            So, what makes this incredible? Well, Christine would always get in the water with Isa when she struggled learning something new. Isa instantly felt safe and at the same time empowered because her coach would never let anything bad happen to her. No matter how challenging the task on hand was, with Christine by her side, Isa was always able to conquer it.

            Christine got in the water and swam to the opposite side of where Isa was and called to her. Isa put on her goggles, took a deep breath and launched herself off the wall. She gave it her all and made it to the other side with ease. Her coach being in the water with her made all the difference; it gave her the extra boost in confidence and encouraged her. Afterwards Isa said something interesting; she said it was easy that time because she was able to see Christine getting closer and closer to her. This reinforced in her that she had what it took to make it to the other side.

In the book of Isaiah, we get a glimpse of what is to come for us. It speaks of the birth of Jesus and that He is to be called Immanuel, which means God is with us (Isaiah 7:14, Matthew 1:23). The God who spoke everything into existence is with you. He is not hidden from you or distant. He is a God that longs to dwell with you.

17 The Lord your God is with you,
    the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you;
    in his love he will no longer rebuke you,
    but will rejoice over you with singing.”

Zephaniah 3:17

            As you journey through life, journey through it knowing that God is with you. He goes before you, walks beside you, and dwells within you. He is a mighty warrior that fights for you and will save you from any situation you find yourself in. He takes great delight in you and His love covers the multitude of sin (1 Peter 4:8).  How amazing is it to know that He rejoices over you with singing? This is why it is written: “What then shall we say to these things?  If God is for us, who can be against us?” (Romans 8:31). Walking with His favor over your life and knowing that He will guide you and keep you, will boost your faith and empower you to conquer every mountain, take down every giant, and overcome every obstacle that the enemy tries to throw at you.

            Experience, age, gender, and a list of other things the world judges you by, do not matter. Isa was the youngest girl taking the swimming test. In her class she is not only the youngest but also the smallest. Yet, she is just as strong and skilled as those bigger and older than her. Her fourth and final test: Tread water for 5 minutes. She did the whole 5 minutes with a smile on her face, becoming the youngest child to receive a fish. She was not intimidated, she was determined. Is this why Jesus tells you that you need to change and become like a little child to enter heaven? (Matthew 18:30).

            A child has unwavering faith, believes, and trusts God. A child takes God at His word and does not lose faith when things are difficult. You need to change and become just like the child Jesus speaks of. You need to see Jesus in every aspect of your life, in every situation. You need to see Jesus at the end of the finish line and give it your all. You need to take Jesus at His word that He is with you and that He has an abundant life for you, fully empowered by the Holy Spirit.

27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.29 My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand.

- John 10:27-29

31 What shall we say about such wonderful things as these? If God is for us, who can ever be against us? 32 Since he did not spare even his own Son but gave him up for us all, won’t he also give us everything else? 33 Who dares accuse us whom God has chosen for his own? No one—for God himself has given us right standing with himself. 34 Who then will condemn us? No one—for Christ Jesus died for us and was raised to life for us, and he is sitting in the place of honor at God’s right hand, pleading for us.

35 Can anything ever separate us from Christ’s love? Does it mean he no longer loves us if we have trouble or calamity, or are persecuted, or hungry, or destitute, or in danger, or threatened with death? 36 (As the Scriptures say, “For your sake we are killed every day; we are being slaughtered like sheep.”) 37 No, despite all these things, overwhelming victory is ours through Christ, who loved us.

38 And I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from God’s love. Neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither our fears for today nor our worries about tomorrow—not even the powers of hell can separate us from God’s love. 39 No power in the sky above or in the earth below—indeed, nothing in all creation will ever be able to separate us from the love of God that is revealed in Christ Jesus our Lord.

- Romans 8:31-39



I am comforted that nothing and no one can ever separate me from the love of Christ. I am empowered by Your presence with me and know that nothing and no one can come against me and triumph. Jesus, You are my good shepherd and I hear Your voice. Speak over my life and call me to Your side. Comfort me and strengthen me with Your joy. Holy Spirit, restore my faith, may it changed to be unwavering like a child’s. AMEN


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Battle Ready


        While we go about living our lives, following the ebb and flow of daily routines, God continues to watch over us—working ever so diligently on our behalf to strengthen and build our faith in Jesus—the pioneer and perfecter of faith. As we grow in our knowledge of Him and experience more of His presence, accepting our responsibility to live the abundant godly life promised to us, we need to be aware that there is a fierce, invisible warfare being waged against us.

         Our spiritual setbacks, strongholds, and struggles could be a direct attack by a spiritual adversary, a liar, a thief that seeks to steal, kill and destroy all the blessings that God is pouring over our lives. This enemy is forging weapons specifically designed to distract us; to take our eyes off Jesus and focus on anything else but Jesus. The devil is crafty, powerless and defeated, but his deception is effective when we are not focused on Jesus.

         Our comfort, strength, and hope in this warfare can only be found in Jesus. Though there are weapons specifically designed to target us, no weapon formed against us will prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Furthermore, through the life of Joseph, we are comforted by his revelation that even the evil intended to harm us, God will use for good (Genesis 50:20). As we surrender our life to God, He will stand with us in battle and if He is for us, who can be against us?

         As we stand with God in battle, we need to make every effort to live in peace with everyone and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. We need to see to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many (Hebrews 12:14-15). This is key to our victory in warfare; we need to know who our enemy is and who our enemy isn’t.

Ephesians 6:10-12

10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.

         When I worked at a well-known coffee shop in town, I went through a training course on identifying counterfeit money. What was interesting about the course is that we never got to see or touch counterfeit money. We were only exposed to the real money. We touched, smelled it, and studied it; becoming very familiar with the real deal. During my almost six years of working there, I came across a few fake bills. What was fascinating was that I instantly knew it was fake. The appearance and the feel of the fake money sent warnings to my brain that what I had in my hand was not authentic.

         In spiritual warfare, we need to study the Word of God, yielding to the Holy Spirit, as He guides us and empowers us to more knowledge of Christ; the real deal. When we only focus on Jesus, we immediately know what is not of Him and come against it. We will reject every thought and silence any voice that is not that of our Good Shepherd. We know that man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God (Matthew 4:4).

         In warfare, the enemy will target your emotions. The enemy will make it personal. He will draw your attention off of Christ and turn your attention on you. He will try to put a target sign on the people around you and turn you against them and them against you. After all, the devil knows scripture very well and is aware of the words of Jesus: “Every kingdom divided against itself will be ruined, and every city or household divided against itself will not stand” (Matthew 12:25).

         We, however, know that unity in Christ will ensure our victory because we are His church and the very gates of hell will not prevail against us. His Word in Ephesians 6 tells us what we need to do in preparation of warfare:

13 Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand.14 Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15 and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16 In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17 Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.

18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the Lord’s people.

         Notice that all, but one of the pieces of the Armor of God is defensive in nature. Only the Sword of the Spirit, which is the Word of God is our offensive weapon. Not our words, His Word. The belt of truth is the first part mentioned. The truth is to be at the core of our being and not fitted loosely but buckled firmly. The Word tells us that we will know the truth and the truth will set us free (John 8:32). Next is the breastplate that protects our hearts with the righteousness of God and reminds us that we are not led by hearts, but that the righteous live by faith (Romans 1:17).

         We move on to our feet, that are fitted with the readiness that comes from the Gospel of Peace. We are called to preach the word; be prepared in season and out of season; correct, rebuke and encourage—with great patience and careful instruction (2 Timothy 4:2). We must yield to His Word and not be mere listeners of it but do what it instructs us to do (James 1:22). Speaking of instructions, we are then instructed to take up our shield of faith. It is faith that moves mountains, it is faith that heals, it is faith that guards you and protects you. Every morning make sure to pick up your shield and let your faith in Him keep you safe.

         Now we have the helmet of salvation. It is our salvation in Christ that is the safeguard of our thoughts. It is in the mind that the battle begins and ends. It is in the mind that the battle is won. Do not conform to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will (Romans 12:2). Finally, we have the Sword of the Spirit, our one offensive weapon. The Word of God is good for instruction, correction and living in right standing with God. We are to build each other up in His love and follow His ways.



Help me to keep my eyes on you. You are my Good Shepherd and I hear Your voice. I am ready for the fight because You stand beside me. I am ready for the battle because I have Your armor on. I walk forward in Your victory. Holy Spirit give me a hunger and a thirst for more of the Word; for more of God. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Follow Him Closely

Yesterday (last Sunday) during worship, God gave me a picture of me writing. Now I happen to write with my left hand and there is a telltale sign that someone is a left-handed—they have pen smears on their left hand, because when they write, the pen leads in front of their hand—the ink has not yet dried as their hand follows behind it.  On the other hand (see what just happened there), right-handed people, when writing, have their hand leading the pen.

God used this image of my left hand to illustrate that we are to follow closely behind Him, so that His mark (ink) will be on us. He encourages us to not hesitate or the ink will dry before it has a chance to get on us. Instead we should follow so closely behind Him to let Him to imprint on us. 

Matthew 6:33-34

“But *seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.”

*zéteó (dzay-teh'-o)

Definition: seek, search for, desire, require, demand.

 “But *seek, search for, desire, require, demand first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore, do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.” 

            When you demand His kingdom first, you will gladly pick up your cross and closely follow Jesus because He is the way, the truth and the life—the only way to the Father. This is how you will be transformed to be more and more like Him, when more and more of Him gets imprinted on you. Let Him lead you.



I demand Your kingdom first in my life. Help me, give me the strength to prioritize You. My desire is to follow You so close that you imprint more of You on me. Lead me and I will follow You all the days of my life. AMEN!


In His love,


Pastor Gena

Freedom In Our Atonement


            Yesterday, Pastor Gena brought an incredibly anointed Word. She had us camp in the wilderness of the book of Leviticus, to dive deeper into the atonement of God. This is a must listen to message for anyone needing encouragement in their life.

“Sometimes we can frolic in the freedom and forget about the fight that went into having our freedom.” – Gena Batres Montoya

            The Apostle Paul affirms for us that where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom (2 Corinthians 3:17). That freedom is only made available by our atonement—our Savior Jesus Christ—who was pierced for our transgressions, crushed for our iniquities; punished in our place, and wounded. All to bring us peace, healing and freedom (Isaiah 53:5).

Proverbs 4:23

23 Above all else, guard your heart,
    for everything you do flows from it.

            We need to make sure that we do not forget the fight that went in to give us our freedom. We need to make sure we guard our hearts from the lies of the devil, that seeks (take off s on seeks) to steal, kill and destroy your freedom. Remember that Jesus came to give you life and for you to have it to the full (John 10:10). Don’t allow shame and guilt to enter your thoughts and harden your heart over things that He has forgiven and forgotten.

            Pastor Gena reminded us of what really happened in the Garden of Eden. When Adam and Eve sinned, they were the ones that hid from God. God never hid Himself from them. She pointed out that we do the same thing today; we hide in guilt and shame. Yet, God continues to be the same, never hiding Himself from us but instead inviting us to come and drink from the living water He provides (Revelation 22:17). Furthermore, His word in Joel 2:32 promises that those who call upon His name will be saved.

Hebrews 3:15

15 As has just been said:

“Today, if you hear his voice,
    do not harden your hearts
    as you did in the rebellion.”

            This Sunday the heart and voice of God was loud and clear. He loves us so much, that He went to great lengths to make sure that nothing and no one could ever separate us from His love. He sent His one and only Son, Jesus, to be our atonement. In the original Greek text used, the word for harden used here is sklérunó (sklay-roo’-no); which means to become inflexible (literally “dried out”); obstinately stubborn, resisting what God says is right.

            If you find yourself drying out and thirsting for more of Him, take His invitation to drink from the free gift of living water. If you find yourself wrapped in shame and suffocated by guilt, call on His name and He will set you free. Call on Him, He will hear you and you will hear Him speaking life over you. His joy will be your strength (Nehemiah 8:10).



I call on Your name. Forgive me and set me free. I accept your invitation to drink of the free gift of Your living water. Open my ears to hear Your voice and guard my heart. Reveal to me how much You truly love me. Let Your love flood my thoughts and fill my heart to overflowing. In my freedom, I will hold dear the price You paid for it and I will fight to never forget. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan



            Oswald Chambers wrote on persevering in such a profound and challenging way. Take a moment to read his devoted words and meditate on their wisdom:

            [1]Perseverance means more than endurance— more than simply holding on until the end. A saint’s life is in the hands of God like a bow and arrow in the hands of an archer. God is aiming at something the saint cannot see, but our Lord continues to stretch and strain, and every once in a while the saint says, “I can’t take any more.” Yet God pays no attention; He goes on stretching until His purpose is in sight, and then He lets the arrow fly. Entrust yourself to God’s hands. Is there something in your life for which you need perseverance right now? Maintain your intimate relationship with Jesus Christ through the perseverance of faith. Proclaim as Job did, “Though He slay me, yet will I trust Him” (Job 13:15).

Faith is not some weak and pitiful emotion, but is strong and vigorous confidence built on the fact that God is holy love. And even though you cannot see Him right now and cannot understand what He is doing, you know Him. Disaster occurs in your life when you lack the mental composure that comes from establishing yourself on the eternal truth that God is holy love. Faith is the supreme effort of your life— throwing yourself with abandon and total confidence upon God.

God ventured His all in Jesus Christ to save us, and now He wants us to venture our all with total abandoned confidence in Him. There are areas in our lives where that faith has not worked in us as yet— places still untouched by the life of God. There were none of those places in Jesus Christ’s life, and there are to be none in ours. Jesus prayed, “This is eternal life, that they may know You…” (John 17:3). The real meaning of eternal life is a life that can face anything it has to face without wavering. If we will take this view, life will become one great romance— a glorious opportunity of seeing wonderful things all the time. God is disciplining us to get us into this central place of power.


            Jesus promised you an abundant life (John 10:10) and He persevered through ridicule, trials, humiliation, torture, a painful death on the cross and resurrection so that we may stand victorious with Him. He is all too familiar with what it takes to persevere, He is the master of perseverance. Oswald Chambers encourages you to entrust yourself to God’s hands, but how much more encouraging to know that Jesus first spoke this over you, with a promise that no one will ever be able to snatch you from His hand.

John 10:27-30 NIV)

27 My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 28 I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand.29 My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand. 30 I and the Father are one.”

            Are you listening to Jesus? While persevering, you will be able to hear His voice guiding you, comforting you, and giving you strength to continue. Yet another great promise! So, ask yourself, Is there something in my life right now, for which I need perseverance? Lay it at the feet of Jesus, look up, take His hand, don’t look back, and don’t ever return to pick it back up. Trust Him, press in towards Him. Allow Him to delight in you.



I entrust myself in your hands. I entrust every area in my life to You, so that faith may work Your purpose and will for me. Guide me, comfort me, and strengthen me through my trials and troubles. I hold on to your promise of abundant life. I hold on to the promise that I can and will hear your voice through every aspect of my life. AMEN!


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Let Go and Let God

            Yesterday, during our Sunday Morning Prayer time God spoke to us and promised to break chains and set people free of afflictions and bondage. His promise came with a challenge. He challenged the leaders to open up the altar and call for those who needed to be set free. During worship we were led to open up the altar and call people forward. Many came forward and were met by a loving God. Words of encouragement were spoken, and people received prayer from others. To say that this is the highlight of my week is an understatement!

            In Psalms we are encouraged to cast our cares on the Lord, and He will sustain us. The word used in the Hebrew for sustain means: to be able to, can abide, bear, comprehend, contain, feed, forbearing, guide, hold, nourish, be present, make provision, receive, provide sustenance. No matter how insignificant your cares or insurmountable they may seem, give them to Jesus. He is more than able to bear them for you, and He will nourish, guide, hold you, and comfort you. 

Psalm 55:22

22 Cast your cares on the Lord
    and he will sustain you;
he will never let
    the righteous be shaken.

            The second part of this psalm promises that He will never let the righteous be shaken. What a reassurance to those whose feet are firmly planted on the rock of their salvation, Jesus Christ. This assurance, however, comes with a challenge; you first have to cast your cares on Him and then He will not let you be shaken. If you persist in hold on to your cares, they will drag you, keep you down, hold you back, and leave you a shaken wreck.

Matthew 11:28-30

28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

            Jesus calls those that are weary and burdened to Him and promises them rest. He will take the heaviness of your burdens off of you and give you rest. The yoke He places on you is easy and will allow you to learn from Him. He will gently guide you and reveal His humble heart to you. He is calling for you to come to Him and give Him what is weighing heavy in your mind and heart. What are you waiting for? Why hesitate? Call on His name, praise Him for His gracious offer, and cast your burdens on Him; enjoy your rest and let Him strengthen you.



I praise Your holy name. I praise You for the salvation You have given me and for the promise of rest. I let go and cast my cares and burdens unto you. I receive Your yolk. Teach me. Guide me. Nourish my soul. Let me rest in Your presence. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

What Are You Looking At?


            In the thirteenth chapter of Numbers we come across an account of espionage. Moses puts together a group of twelve spies, one from each ancestral tribe, to go into the land that God had promised to them. Amongst these spies were Joshua from the tribe of Ephraim and Caleb from the tribe of Judah. Moses gives them directions into the land and gives them a list of things for them to report on.

Numbers 13:17-20 

17 When Moses sent them to explore Canaan, he said, “Go up through the Negev and on into the hill country. 18 See what the land is like and whether the people who live there are strong or weak, few or many. 19 What kind of land do they live in? Is it good or bad? What kind of towns do they live in? Are they unwalled or fortified? 20 How is the soil? Is it fertile or poor? Are there trees in it or not? Do your best to bring back some of the fruit of the land.” (It was the season for the first ripe grapes.)

            The spies were there for 40 days. They gathered as much information as possible and even brought fruit from the land. While all twelve experienced and saw the same things, not all felt the same about what to do. Ten of the twelve spies agreed that the land was indeed flowing with milk and honey, but fear set in and they said it was not a land they could possess.

Numbers 13:27-28 

 27 They gave Moses this account: “We went into the land to which you sent us, and it does flow with milk and honey! Here is its fruit. 28 But the people who live there are powerful, and the cities are fortified and very large. We even saw descendants of Anak there.

            Joshua and Caleb, however, felt differently. They agreed that the land was flowing with milk and honey, they agreed that the fruit was delicious, they even agreed that the people that lived there were powerful, and the cities were fortified and very large. Where they differed was on what to do. Joshua and Caleb silenced the concerned spectators. Their faith in God’s Word gave them the certainty to go up and take possession of the land. The other spies, unfortunately, could not get past their fear and instead of telling people to trust in God, they spread their fear among the people.

Numbers 13:31-33

31 But the men who had gone up with him said, “We can’t attack those people; they are stronger than we are.” 32 And they spread among the Israelites a bad report about the land they had explored. They said, “The land we explored devours those living in it. All the people we saw there ``are of great size. 33 We saw the Nephilim there (the descendants of Anak come from the Nephilim). We seemed like grasshoppers in our own eyes, and we looked the same to them.”

            We face struggles and problems in life that, often times, are bigger than us and can cause us to fear. We can easily be like the ten spies and spread the fear to those around us, proclaim defeat and surrender. Or. We can be like Joshua and Caleb, that in spite of what they saw around them, they chose to focus on the blessings, the promises, the faithfulness, and the power of God. We need to remember that no matter how big the problems in our life are, God is bigger! Ephesians helps us keep our focus on Him.

Ephesians 3:16-21

16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.

20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. 

            Look at His promise: He will strengthen us with power through the Holy Spirit that dwells with us, within, and around us. Because of His love for us, Jesus dwells in our hearts, which is why we are now more than conquers in Him (Romans 8:37). We are rooted in Him, established in His love. Focusing on Him will help us grasp just how wide, and long and high and deep is the love of Christ for us. His love alone overcomes the fear that comes with our limited knowledge. Not only does it overcome it, His Word says it surpasses it!

            So, what problems could there be in your life, that Jesus has not already given you the victory over? What areas of your life have you been hiding from in fear? What situations in your life have stunted your faith in God? What has distracted you from focusing on God? Will you become a Joshua and Caleb? Or will you be content on being one of the other 10 spies?




I trust in You and believe in Your Word. I choose to focus on Your blessings, Your promises, Your faithfulness, and Your power in my life. I thank You for the gift of salvation that You have given me and for Your Holy Spirit that strengthens me. I release my fear and will move forward with boldness and courage, keeping my focus on You. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Crossing the Divide


Greetings from Elkton, MD! 

Have you ever been trapped in your comfort zone knowing you need to move on, but you put up with it because you’re afraid to let go? Trust is hard. You feel like you’re between a rock and a hard place, so you retreat to what you know. After all, you can’t see the future and you’re afraid of the unknown. It’s amazing what the Holy Spirit can do, however, when we have an open heart and an open mind! 

Step in. Push. Move. These are the words given to me this past Sunday in church as we were in worship. The Holy Spirit was moving powerfully and the more we pressed in and worshipped the Lord, the more He moved. A word was given based on two stories about the Israelites crossing water. In the first story they were fleeing Egypt and faced a terrifying decision to cross the Red Sea or be slaughtered by Pharaoh’s army. They cried out to the Lord and asked to be returned to their comfort zone, Egypt. But look at what God said to Moses: “Why are you crying out to me? Tell the Israelites to MOVE on! Raise your staff and stretch out your hand over the sea to divide the water so that the Israelites can GO through the sea on dry ground.” (Exodus 14:15-16)

In a parallel story, the Israelites were later camped across the Jordan River looking into the Promised Land occupied by the Canaanites. Just like Moses was commissioned to confront Pharaoh, Joshua was commissioned to battle for Canaan. The Jordan was at flood stage and although the Promised Land was their destination, the Israelites had no idea how they would cross the river and then face the Canaanites. But God told Joshua: “Tell the priests who carry the ark of the covenant, ‘When you reach the edge of the Jordan’s waters GO and stand in the river.’” They put their feet in the water, and it stopped flowing, rising in a heap. They then walked to the middle and stood until all the Israelites had crossed over. God moves when earth moves!

The Holy Spirit used these stories in the service to tell us to take the first step and walk into the living water. Push forward and move in our worship. He said that God has more to pour out over us. As I pressed in with prayer and worship, I saw a vision of me stepping into a river of water. As I did, I knew I was moving for Calvary, our leadership, you. I pushed the anointing of the Holy Spirit from Maryland to Alameda. Healing, deliverance, forgiveness, breaking of strongholds and comfort zones streamed to Calvary. I kept pushing as hard as I could, and the power of the Holy Spirit moved and rested over our church. What does all of this mean?

If you want to see true change, true victories in your life, you have to do something different. You can no longer sit in your comfort zone wondering when the Lord will show up. You can’t let fear of the unknown stop you from securing everything God has for you. You can’t sit in your seat waiting like a spectator for something to happen. He’s almost frustrated saying, “Look, I’ve brought you out of some rough spots before. Haven’t I shown you time and again that my grace is sufficient? I’m throwing a big party and I want you there…to participate in your own redemption and transformation…to step out in faith. It’s all here, right here. So, get up! It’s time for action! Trust me. Step In! Push forward! Move! And watch the chains break in your faith, your health, your finances, your family. 

Church, it’s time to face our fears and move forward. Even Jesus moved first. Ironically, He was baptized in the Jordan River before the Lord anointed Him and His ministry. He also took the first step for salvation by sacrificing His life for us so that we could be saved, forgiven and free. We serve an awesome God who loves us more than we can imagine. He has great plans for you and for us as a church. Let’s give Him the praise and glory He deserves. Press in and don’t stop moving until you receive all the blessings and breakthroughs, He has for you.  And this Sunday when we come together to worship, take the roof off the house! It doesn’t matter how you feel. It matters how you praise! Clap a little louder, visit a worship station, take communion, come to the altar, raise an extra “Hallelujah!" Step out in faith knowing that God has made a way. Walk into your freedom and embrace your future. He’s just waiting for you to make the first move. I’ll be there with you in spirit and watching from Maryland!

In love,

Pastor Peggy



Thank You for Your living Word; it strengthens, empowers, encourages and blesses. Holy Spirit, You give me power, love, and self-discipline. Guide me to step out and walk in my freedom. Jesus, I embrace my future because I embrace You and I am not letting go. AMEN!

Awaken The Prayer Warrior Within You


            The Bible tells us that the prayers of the righteous person are powerful and effective. So much so, that you can pray for someone and heal them (James 5:16). Prayer is important and vital in the life of a follower of Jesus. In fact, Jesus even took time to teach us how to pray:

Matthew 6:9-13

“This, then, is how you should pray:

“‘Our Father in heaven,
hallowed be your name,
10 your kingdom come,
your will be done,
    on earth as it is in heaven.
11 Give us today our daily bread.
12 And forgive us our debts,
    as we also have forgiven our debtors.
13 And lead us not into temptation, 
    but deliver us from the evil one.’

            Jesus teaches us the appropriate way to enter the presence of God is through praise and thanksgiving. David understood this all too well as evidenced this psalm: “Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name.” Psalm 100:4

            Entering the gates and courts of God with thanksgiving and praise is very easy when everything is going good for us. When we have food on our table, the bills are paid, we have money in our bank account, we are healthy, have a great job—you know, when we are having a:


Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, zip-a-dee-ay

My, oh, my, what a wonderful day

Plenty of sunshine headin’ my way

Zip-a-dee-doo-dah, zip-a-dee-ay!


            However, when our praise and thanksgiving are most powerful is when we come giving thanks to Him and praise Him through our pain and suffering. Many great men and women in in scripture pressed in towards God during the lowest, most stressful points in their lives. When they fully emptied themselves before the LORD, He showed up and transformed the environment around them and showed His signs and wonders.

            In the next part of the prayer Jesus teaches us to declare God’s kingdom here on earth as it is in heaven. We need to begin to speak abundant life in the areas of this world that are dying. We need to speak healing, transformation, empowerment, and freedom. We bring light into the darkest parts of the earth. To do this we need to pray into things from heavens perspective not ours. This is why the LORD tells us that our ways our not His ways and our thoughts are not His thoughts. From heavens perspective we take on His ways and His thoughts and bring them here on earth.

            We now move on to asking God for our daily needs. This last Sunday during our prayer time before service, God asked those in attendance to ask Him what we wanted to see happen in our lives and at Calvary. What proceeded was an incredibly powerful and intimate time of prayer. James teaches us that we do not have because we do not ask God. He goes on to say, when you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures (James 4:2-3). Luckily, Jesus already takes care of checking our hearts and motives by having us first come to the Father with praise and thanksgiving, making it all about Him and not us—the heart of worship—leading us to worship in spirit and in truth.

            The next part of the prayer is one we often skip over and seldom fully understand. We ask for forgivingness as we forgive those who have hurt, offended, or wronged is any way. But it does not stop there, the Bible is very clear about what God does with our sins when ask for forgiveness:

[1]10 Things God Does With Our Sin 

1. He forgives our transgression (Ps. 32:1,5).

2. He covers our sin (Ps. 32:1; Rom. 4:7).

3. He does not charge us with iniquity (Ps. 32:2; Rom. 4:8).

4. He removes our sins from us (Ps. 103:12; John 1:29).

5. He washes away our guilt and cleanses us from our sin (Ps. 51:2; Isa. 1:18; 1 John 1:9).

6. He throws all our sins behind His back (Isa. 38:17).

7. He sweeps away our transgressions (Isa 43:25; 44:22). 

8. He remembers our sins no more (Isa. 43:25; Jer. 31:34; Heb. 8:12; 10:16-17).

9. He casts all our sins into the depths of the sea (Mic. 7:18-19).

10. He nailed our sin debt to the cross (Col. 2:14). 

            We are not just called to forgive, but to cover, not charge, remove, wash away, throw behind us, sweep away, forget, cast away to the furthest depths, and nail any bitterness or memory of the offense. Ready to get your mind blown? God chooses to do this for us. He chooses to never again remember our sins! Why? Because He is a loving and just God!

What does this mean for us? When we sin, confess and ask forgiveness He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and purifies us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9). So, what happens when you make the same mistake after we have confessed and ask for forgiveness? What we do is come to ask God to please forgive us from making that same mistake “again.” The only problem with this approach is that God has no previous record of you committing this sin. The enemy wants to guilt and shame you into believing that you are a repeat offender. That is not the way you Heavenly Father sees you.

In turn, we need to choose to let go and forgive those who have wronged us. Not just forgive, but we have to choose to forget that it ever happened. After all, the prayer that Jesus teaches is say, forgive us as we forgive others. Allow God to work His forgiveness through you so you can be purified of all unrighteousness. No more “remember in the fall of 1995 when you…” “I remember it was May 5th, 2006 when you…” “you always do this to me…” “the last time you did this…”. It is this kind of forgiveness that Jesus calls us to. Remember that He said that the world will know that we are His disciples by the way we love one another (John 13:35), and love keeps no record of wrongs (1 Corinthians 13:5).

Lastly, we ask God for wisdom, instruction and direction. It is written that He will refresh our soul and guide us along the right paths for His name’s sake (Psalm 23:3). God will never set you up to fail or lead you down a path to destruction. He will direct your footsteps and will keep His word to never leave you nor abandon you. Take comfort in words declared by the Apostle Paul and declare them over your life:

1 Corinthians 10:13

13 No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.

            Lastly, I want to leave you with another tool to help you pray. Just remember [2]A.C.T.S.

Adoration – “Praise be to God!” -Psalms 68:35
Tell God how much you appreciate Him. Express your love for Him. Praise His power and majesty. This is a great way to begin your prayer time. Sometimes I watch the sun rise, and praise God for the beauty of His creation. You should never run out of praise. “How awesome are your deeds!” -Psalms 66:3

Confession – “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just, and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” -1 John 1:9
Tell Him where you have fallen short. Be specific. I thank Him for the forgiveness I have in Christ and ask for help and strength to turn away from future temptations. 

Thanksgiving – Always “glorify him with thanksgiving” -Psalms 69:30
You have plenty of reasons to be thankful. Thank God for His love, His faithfulness, His patience and a million other things. Express gratitude for what He’s doing in your life. Thank Jesus for dying on the cross for you. Thank the Holy Spirit for indwelling you, and never leaving. Thank Him for being your conscience, your counselor and that “still small voice.” 

Supplication – “Make your requests known to God.” -Philippians 4:6
Tell God what you want, no matter how small it seems to you. Do you really think any of your requests are big to God the Creator? You should have lots of intercessory prayer here.



Thank You for forgiving me of my sins and for forgetting them. Thank You for teaching me how to prayer and showing me how to approach the Father with a sincere heart and pure motives. Holy Spirit give me the strength and courage to step out in prayer and boldly go to my Father with adoration, confession, thanksgiving and supplication. I ask that my prayer life increases so that I may know You more! AMEN!!!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Going Dark


[1]Going dark is military lingo for the sudden termination of communication. The term used to describe a scenario in which communication appears to have ceased, but in reality, has just moved from a public communication channel, where it could be monitored, to a private communication channel that prevents eavesdropping.

Luke 5:16

16 But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed. 

            If the red letters in the Gospels point to the words that Jesus spoke, then the black one’s tell us the actions that He took. Here we have a short, simple, yet profound scripture, “But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed—Jesus “going dark.” It seems that He is terminating communication, but in reality, He is removing Himself from the public to spend private time with the Father, with no eavesdropping or distractions. As His disciples we should follow His example and learn to go dark, to have moments of rest where it is just Him and us—no distractions, eyes locked on Him, listening, taking in all that He has to offer.

            In the beginning, God established the sabbath, a day of rest. With it He gave us permission and instruction to go dark—to recharge, get new vision, dream again, be restored, be strengthened, and be transformed. Here are [2]several examples of Jesus going into solitude found in scripture that I believe are worth looking into.

  1. To prepare for a major task Luke 4:1-2, 14-15. After Jesus was baptized, He spent 40 days praying in the wilderness. After this He was tempted by Satan and then began His public ministry.

  2. To recharge after hard work Mark 6:30-32. Jesus sent the 12 disciples out to do ministry. When they returned, He encouraged them to separate from the people who were following them to rest.

  3. To work through grief Matthew 14:1-13. After Jesus learned that his cousin John the Baptist had been beheaded, He went away by Himself. Yes, even the Son of God grieves.

  4. Before making an important decision Luke 6:12-13. Early in His ministry Jesus spent the whole night alone in prayer. The next day He chose his 12 disciples.

  5. In a time of distress Luke 22:39-44. Hours before Jesus was arrested, He went to the Mt. of Olives and went a short distance away from His disciples to pray. He was in great emotional agony knowing what he was about to face.

  6. To focus on prayer Luke 5:16. Many times in Jesus’ ministry He spent time alone in prayer.

Psalm 31:19-20

19 How abundant are the good things
    that you have stored up for those who fear you,
that you bestow in the sight of all,
    on those who take refuge in you.
20 In the shelter of your presence you hide them
    from all human intrigues;
you keep them safe in your dwelling
    from accusing tongues.

            This Psalm speaks of more benefits of going dark. We find refuge in God and He hides us from human intrigues, while keeping us safe from accusing tongues. Going dark, however, does not mean, isolating yourself from the rest of the body of Christ. There is value when we come together and pray for each other. James speaks clearly of this:

James 5:13-18

13 Is anyone among you in trouble? Let them pray. Is anyone happy? Let them sing songs of praise. 14 Is anyone among you sick? Let them call the elders of the church to pray over them and anoint them with oil in the name of the Lord. 15 And the prayer offered in faith will make the sick person well; the Lord will raise them up. If they have sinned, they will be forgiven. 16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.

17 Elijah was a human being, even as we are. He prayed earnestly that it would not rain, and it did not rain on the land for three and a half years. 18 Again he prayed, and the heavens gave rain, and the earth produced its crops.

            There is value in being a part of the body of Christ and receiving prayer. There is value in going dark and just focusing on Jesus. I believe that as disciples we need to be active weekly in both of these activities. Jesus is the example of how can achieve this.




Thank You for being an example for me to follow. Help me reach out to those around me when I am in need. Holy Spirit help go dark and focus on Jesus so that I may be restored and strengthened. Thank you for hiding me in Your presence and keeping me safe. Thank for establishing time for You and I to connect. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan



The Tongue and I

            One small bit can bring a horse to obedience and turn it in the direction we want it to go, one small rudder can turn a large ship in a new direction, one small spark can set an entire forest ablaze. These are the words that James pens at the start of the third chapter of his epistle. He is masterfully painting a picture, skillfully giving us objects that despite their stature have a great impact on things much larger. Then he drops the pen [mic] so to speak, when he continues to write that the tongue is no different. 

James 3:3-10

When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and sea creatures are being tamed and have been tamed by mankind, but no human being can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. 10 Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be.

            The tongue, as James writes, is a fire that corrupts the whole body, setting the course of our life and itself on fire by hell. He definitely is not mincing words here. He is now showing us the great power in the tongue. He continues by telling us that creatures of all kinds have been able to be tamed by man, but that no human being can tame the tongue.

            For an animal to be tamed or broken it has to give up the fight; the fight of independence, freedom, individuality, it gives up on the very nature that made it what it was. The tongue according to James, however, is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. All hope is not lost and there is always a way with Jesus! After all, no mere human can ever tame the tongue, but Jesus did, and He gives us that same power and ability to not just tame the tongue but render it powerless to destroy. Instead, we will harness the power of the tongue to speak life.

Proverbs 18:20-21

20 From the fruit of their mouth a person’s stomach is filled;
    with the harvest of their lips they are satisfied.

21 The tongue has the power of life and death,
    and those who love it will eat its fruit.

            The tongue holds within it the power of life and death. It was by God’s words that the heavens and the earth were created. God spoke by saying let there be light and the power that flowed through His words brought forth light. In retrospect, satan through the serpent used the same words God spoke and twisted them to tempt Adam and Eve, “Did God really say?” (Genesis 3). There is a reason why the serpent was used, and it is found in its description: it was more crafty than any of the wild animals the LORD God had made.

Crafty – clever at achieving one’s aims by indirect or deceitful methods.

            The aim of satan in your life is to use your tongue to achieve his aims: kill, steal, destroy. He achieves this via two other body parts of ours: our brain (mind) and our heart. If he can poison our thoughts and fill our hearts with bitterness, the tongue will be eager to let death and destruction just roll off of it, stealing hope and love from us.

Luke 6:45

45 A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.

 Romans 12:2

Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

2 Corinthians 10:5

We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

            But we are more than conquers through Him who loved us (Romans 8:37). Jesus, gave us the Holy Spirit, the same Holy Spirit that strengthened Him when He was in the desert. The same Holy Spirit that brought the Word of God to Jesus’ lips when satan tried to tempt him and twist God’s words. We have that same Hoy Spirit dwelling within us and moving through us. He will give us the strength and ability to hold every thought captive and make it obedient to Christ Jesus. The Holy Spirit will transform us and renew our minds and only store within our hearts all the goodness of God. Then will be able to fill our stomachs with the goods fruits spoken from our mouths and delight in the great harvest of our lips.

            Let us begin to declare war on the restless evil of our tongue, by dwelling on things that are true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—let us dwell on Jesus (Philippians 4:8). Let us begin to strengthen, build up, encourage and comfort ourselves through the words that God has spoken over us. These words reveal the character and power of Jesus over us. They will help us keep our eyes and focus on Him.

            Then, when we are strengthened by His joy over us, let us get up, put on the full armor of God and set others free by the power of His word rolling off our tongue—giving life, hope, and strength to those in need of it. Let us only speak life into others, let us only use our tongues to draw out the very best in each person we encounter. Let us build others up, encourage them, and comfort them so that all may come to the knowledge of the character and person of Jesus!



            Forgive me for taking eyes off of you. Forgive me for allowing bitterness to enter my heart and allowing my thoughts to be polluted. Holy Spirit bring to mind all the words spoken over me, the promises God has made to me, the dreams He has placed in my heart, the visions He has planted in my thoughts. They give me strength because they show me the character of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ: faithful and true! Dress me with Your armor and send me to those who need Your freedom. I yield my tongue to You. I give my heart to You. I surrender my thoughts to You. AMEN!

Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

Focus on Jesus


            I want to share a gem I found today during my time with God. Be forewarned, however, this gem blesses and challenges at the same time. My prayer for you is that the Holy Spirit prepares your heart to receive the message it carries and that you are able to grow deeper in connection with Jesus. Enjoy!
Paper Like A Knife
Monday, April 29, 2019

A piece of paper is one of the weakest and most flimsy of substances. But paper can be dangerous. Have you ever had a paper cut? How can something as fragile as a piece of paper cut you as if it were a knife? It’s because the edge of the paper has the potential of focusing the weight and the strength of the paper into the smallest of spaces. When you focus something, it increases the force, so a paper can actually become as strong as a knife. It’s true of sheets of paper, and it’s true for your life and walk in God. If you’re all over the place, it’s unlikely you’ll accomplish great things or live a great life for God. If you’re focused— on Him, on His kingdom, on His purposes— then everything changes. The power you have gets multiplied. Paul was focused and look what He did. So set your focus; be single-minded, fixing your eyes on Messiah doing all things with one purpose. A focused life in God can cut through the greatest problems and even change the world.
From Message #1195 - Sharp 

Scripture: Romans 8:5

Those who live according to the flesh have their minds set on what the flesh desires; but those who live in accordance with the spirit have their minds set on what the spirit desires.

TODAY'S MISSION - Today, be single-minded, fixing your eyes on Messiah and doing all things with one purpose.


    Forgive me if I have focused on anything else but You. Holy Spirit, I thank You for having brought me to Jesus; I now ask that You help me to keep my eyes on Him. Empower me to increase the force of Your presence to change my home, my relationships, my work, my church, and my community. AMEN!
Your servant in Christ,
Pastor Nathan

How Reliable Are Your Feelings?


            I recently had a conversation with a young man I have had the honor of knowing since he was a little boy. We talked about life, faith, hearing God, and how it is okay to question ones walk and faith. As we talked, a reoccurring theme was threaded into each topic—“feeling”—I remember “feeling” God when I watched this one video. I remember “feeling” God when I read this book. Why don’t I “feel” God like I used to? I don’t “feel” God in my life right now. Do any of these sound familiar? I know them all too well in my life because I am the one who said them.
            As human beings we can’t help but to feel. That is how God designed us. Feelings allow us to experience life and are not evil or meant to hold us back. If left unchecked and given full authority over our lives, however, feelings can be very destructive and misleading. I came across this article today in my reflection time with God that I wanted to share with you.
Don’t Let Emotions Dictate Your Faith - Sarah Hahn
The key to having a strong faith even when you’re not feeling close to God.
Growing up having attended numerous Christian conferences, retreats and the like, I’ve heard the following phrases repeatedly by many of my Christian brothers and sisters:
“I feel so close to God.”
“My relationship with God is really strong right now.”
“I can definitely feel the Holy Spirit at work in my life.”
These expressions can also commonly be heard from recent born-again Christians who are newly on fire for God or right after someone has experienced some divine encounter, such as a miraculous healing.
It’s so easy for Christians to get fired up for God when we are surrounded by other Christians or when things are going well. Emotions run high. We really feel God’s presence. However, once we leave that place and return to our regular lives filled with distractions and responsibilities or circumstances begin to take a turn for the worse, quality time with God tends to get put on the back burner.

Thus, the above expressions are often followed by one or more of the following several weeks later:
“I feel so spiritually dry right now.”
“Why can’t I hear God’s voice?”
“I’m unable to feel God’s presence in my life.”
The problem with so many Christians is that when this so-called spiritual high begins to wane, we immediately go back to doing the exact same things we did prior to that “feeling” we had. We prioritize our books over our Bible, we would rather connect to the Internet than connect to God, and we become too “lazy,” too “tired” or too “busy” that we run out of time for quiet time. As a result, that spiritual high you couldn’t stop talking about just a few weeks ago gradually starts to dissipate only to regain strength at the next retreat. This is what happens when we base our relationship with Jesus on our emotions.

Ephesians 2:8 reminds us that our salvation comes through faith, not feelings. Feelings are inconsistent. They’re unreliable. They are generated from the heart and the heart is deceitful (Jeremiah 17:9). We can’t base our relationship with God on some wavering feeling or connection. God isn’t some cheap Wifi hotspot whose signal we mysteriously lose from time to time.

Instead of always waiting for that next spiritual high or mountain-top experience, maybe we ought to experience God more regularly in our everyday lives. How do we do that? Discipline. It’s no coincidence that discipline and disciple have the same root. When we accept Jesus as our personal Lord and Saviour we are to become His disciples. A disciple is a follower of Christ and to have discipline means to possess the self-control needed to obey Him. Rather than trying to keep up our spiritual high, we need to keep up with the basic fundamentals of connecting with God: reading our Bibles and praying. Both require discipline.

People who have lost vast amounts of weight will be the first to tell you the hardships of remaining disciplined. When it comes to working out, the difficult part isn’t losing weight. The real challenge is keeping that weight off. Just because you’ve achieved your desired body type doesn’t mean you can stop working out and expect your body to remain that way forever. You have to keep working just as hard to maintain it.

Sure, there will be days where we feel tired or not in tune with God. In our walk, sometimes God will be very audible. And sometimes, He might be quiet. But just because God is silent, it doesn’t mean that He isn’t present. What’s more, we need to remember that it is when we are particularly strong in our faith that Satan will attack the most. Jesus was tempted for 40 days immediately after being baptized. That’s why it’s important to stay disciplined; so that even in times of trial, we remain in Him.

Jay-Z once said the following about being successful: “You can want success all you want, but to get it, you can’t falter. You can’t slip. You can’t sleep. One eye open, for real, and forever.” In other words, we need to keep up the momentum.

For instance, say you are writing a book. Some days you might feel that the ideas just aren’t coming to you or that you need a break after weeks of writing non-stop. But taking a day off could easily lead to two days off, then a week and the next thing you know it’s been months since you’ve added anything to your story. True writers write even when they don’t feel like it. It could be as little as one additional word. The point is you are continuing to make progress. Similarly, reading the Bible—even just one verse—and praying even when we aren’t “feeling it” is imperative if we want to continue growing in our relationship with God. It’s not a way we gain God’s favor or love—we already have that through what Jesus has done for us—but it’s a way we keep a strong relationship with Him.

Prayer is to the spiritual life what breathing is to the physical life. When we pray, God’s Spirit begins to work in us. The word spirit comes from the Latin word “spiritus,” which literally means “breath.” Prayer is the breath of our spiritual life.

Likewise, reading our Bibles shouldn’t be something that we do only when we have time. It should be something we do regularly because we have to if we want to keep our spiritual life in good health. It’s not an option; it’s a necessity.
Rather than treating great spiritual encounters like a drug whose effects will wear off in time, we need to keep reminding ourselves that being a Christian isn’t always going to be easy. Following Jesus requires discipline, dedication and most of all, faith. But we can relax knowing that God doesn’t change no matter how much our feelings do.
I ask you to forgive me if I have viewed my relationship with You based on my feelings. Jesus, I understand that every day, I must pick up my cross and follow You as You have commanded me to do. It will not be easy, but with the Holy Spirit I will be disciplined and obedient. Holy Spirit empower me to follow the decrees of the LORD. Breathe in me strength and help me to keep my eyes on Jesus. AMEN!
Your servant in Christ,
Pastor Nathan

Spring Cleaning


           Spring cleaning is upon us. It’s the time of year we take inventory of everything we have and begin to purge. What about spiritually? Have you taken an inventory of your heart lately? What are some things that you may have stored in your heart that need examining? After all, [1]the heart, according to the Bible, is part of an individual's spiritual makeup. It is the place where emotions and desires begin; it is that which drives the will of a person towards action. The heart of a person as described in the Bible is primarily a spiritual organ that drives a person’s behavior.

45 A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in his heart, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in his heart. For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of.

- Luke 6:45

            According to the [2]Oxford dictionary here is the definition of purge - rid (someone) of an unwanted feeling, memory, or condition, physically remove (something) completely. With the help of the internet and television networks, there are many tips that help us purge our homes of unnecessary things. Now when it comes to purging our hearts, we need to look no further than our ultimate authority, the Word of God.

23 Search me, God, and know my heart;
    test me and know my anxious thoughts.
24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
    and lead me in the way everlasting.

- Psalm 139:23-24

            The first step for us to begin to purge our heart is to ask the Holy Spirit to examine it and to reveal to us things that do not belong in it. We need to allow Him to test us and get to the root of any anxious thoughts that we may have. The Holy Spirit is trustworthy and faithful, He will show us things that may be offensive and is more than able to lead us in its removal. The process is not easy, but if we submit to the Holy Spirit and trust Him, He will give us the strength and the ability to let go of these things and replace them with blessings that come from His fruit.

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, 23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law.24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit.

- Galatians 5:22-25


Holy Spirit,

Search my heart, for You know it. Reveal to me anything that may be in my heart that is not rooted in Your fruit. Bring to light any anxious thoughts and their origin. I submit to You and ask that You help me uproot anything offensive and lead me in the freedom that You provide. In place of the things purged from my heart, I ask that You plant the seeds of Your fruit that I may produce love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. AMEN!


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan


           Gena and I are foodies. We try different kinds of food from different origins in the world. We challenge each other to remain open-minded about trying new foods and celebrate when find a crown jewel of the culinary world—a food so good we are left speechless! Some may see this as silly and shake their heads, but there are some other foodies out there that are already remembering their crown jewel experience!

            So, what’s the big deal about food? It is a great motivator, a dangerous weapon in the wrong hands, and source of life for every living thing on this planet. Food plays a central role in the rise and demise of people, cities, and nations. You don’t need to go far to research this, just continue to read the Bible.

            Adam and Eve sinned by eating the fruit that was good for food and pleasing to the eye (Genesis 3:6). Sodom and Gomorrah fell because of they were arrogant, overfed and unconcerned (Ezekiel 16:49). Esau gave away his birth right for a bowl of stew (Genesis 25:29-34). Over a meal, Joseph’s brothers devised a plan to sell their brother and deceive their father Jacob into believing that a wild animal had killed his beloved favored son (Genesis 37:25-34). Hunger can drive us into doing drastic things. Without food some people experience what has become commonly known as hangry. Which by the way is an actual word that can be found in the Oxford dictionary! “FEED ME, SEYMOUR” – Audrey II


han·gry [ˈhaNGɡrē]


bad-tempered or irritable as a result of hunger.

I get very hangry if I miss a meal

            Yet Jesus comes onto the scene of humanity and brings life with a meal. On the last night with His disciples, Jesus shares a meal, the Last Supper. It is with this meal that Jesus begins the arduous journey to suffering, pain, and death. He does not break the bread for Himself, He breaks it for you and me. He does not fill the cup for Himself but pours it out for you and me (Luke 22:19-20).  Can you see why He urges us to remember Him in this moment, that He is broken for us, that He will empty Himself out for us? While there has been a history of abusing a meal and compromising our position for it, here Jesus is using a meal to bring about redemption and heals us of spiritual malnourishment! It is because of this exact moment that we are now invited to the wedding supper of the Lamb (Revelation 19:9)!

            What are you famished for? What are you craving? What are you hangry about? What spiritual malnourishment are you suffering from? Spiritual food is just as powerful, if not more than physical food; and like physical food there is good spiritual food and bad spiritual food. Another thing that applies to the spiritual that is used in the physical is the following: “You are what you eat!” Those who eat bitter fruit, are themselves bitter. Those who consume unforgiveness, are an unforgiving people. Those who delight in the fruit of anger constantly find themselves at odds with everyone. We could go on-and-on about the many negative fruit and their effects on us, but one thing that is important to mention is that these all come from one seed—self-centeredness.


self-cen·tered [ˈˌself ˈsen(t)ərd]


1.     preoccupied with oneself and one's affairs.

"he's far too self-centered to care what you do" 

            When we take our eyes off of Jesus and focus on ourselves, we find ourselves dangerously flirting with sin. Cain was warned about this by God and He warns us just as He did Cain; be careful because sin is crouching at the door to your heart and it desires to have you (Genesis 4:6-7).  When we keep our eyes on Jesus, we stay focused and connected to the good fruit. After all Jesus promises us that if we remain in Him and He remains in us we will bear much fruit (John 15:5). Not just any fruit, but the Fruit of The Spirit! 

Galatians 5:22-26 

22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,23 gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. 24 Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 25 Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. 26 Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.

            Take close notice of what the Apostle Paul states within these verses: 1. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the flesh with its passions and desires. 2. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other. If we remain in Christ as He remains in us, we are not to be conceited and give in to our selfish desires and passions. We should not be fighting against each other. This is not fruit that comes from the Spirit, this fruit that comes from a worldly spirit. 

            Jesus Himself is our greatest example of how we are to fight against our selfish desires and passions. He says that He did not come to be served but to serve. He goes even deeper and says the greatest position we should strive to achieve is that of a servant, humble but exalted by God.

Matthew 20:25-28

 25 Jesus called them together and said, “You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their high officials exercise authority over them. 26 Not so with you. Instead, whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, 27 and whoever wants to be first must be your slave— 28 just as the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many.”

Matthew 23:11-12

11 The greatest among you will be your servant. 12 For those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.

            So, what’s the big deal about food? Well, it all depends on what you have been craving lately.


Holy Spirit,

Reveal in me any spiritual cravings, desires, hunger pangs, and longings that do not line up with Your good fruit. Bring to mind anything that I need to surrender to You. Jesus, I humble myself at Your feet. Help me to keep my eyes on You and to continue to lift You up and not me. Father, I ask You to forgive me of being self-centered and not Christ-centered. I thank You for Your grace and mercy. AMEN!


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan


*I would like to thank Pastor Gena for pointing out that Jesus redeemed us and healed us of our spiritual malnourishment with the Last Supper. The Holy Spirit used her to bring this into focus and I am grateful for her obedience in sharing this.  

I love you babe, you bring out the best in me! – Nate

Letting Go of Unforgiveness


            Forgiveness is beautiful and eagerly welcomed with open arms when we are the ones in need of it. When forgiveness is asked of us, however, it can be scary and painful—causing us to become distant and reluctant to forgive. On one hand, we know all too well the pain we cause on those around us by the mistakes we do or the wrong decisions we make. Yet on the other hand, we find the pain of being hurt too great to overcome. Our heart and thoughts gripped by fear and the trust we once had in the person who hurt us is gone.

            God knows the topic of forgiveness all too well. In fact, He is the master of forgiveness. What drives His forgiveness is the very nature of who He is—Love! (1 John 4:8). This is evident by how He showed His love to the world; sending His one and only Son (John 3:16) to give us life. God is also familiar to the sting of betrayal, the pain of being abandoned, and heartbreak of being hurt by those He trusted. He is no stranger to suffering (Isaiah 53:3).

            While on the cross, Jesus heard the same people He had ministered to, set free, healed and delivered, shout for His death. He could have ended His Suffering by giving up on us and yet He didn’t. He chose to pray for our us instead.

33 When they came to the place called the Skull, they crucified him there, along with the criminals—one on his right, the other on his left. 34 Jesus said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing.” And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.
- Luke 23:33-34 

In Ephesians chapter five we are encouraged to Follow God’s example, therefore, as dearly loved children and walk in the way of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God.” We need to follow the way of God who chooses to forgive us, just as Jesus did on the cross.

The weight and bitterness of unforgiveness is not one that God places on us. It is something we place on ourselves or allow others to place on us. The good news is that Jesus is the solution to lift the weight off of you and remove the roots of bitterness by replacing it with the joy of His presence and giving you His yoke. Why would you continue to carry this in your life? Right now, give it over to Him. He will take it and give you something better. 

28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”
- Matthew 11:28-30 

            God’s will for us is to bear with each other and forgive one another if any of us has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. (Colossians 3:13). The thing about forgiveness is that it is more for us than it is for the person receiving it. Yes, the person receiving it does get blessed. Think about a time you received forgiveness. It feels great to receive it. That being said, God calls us blessed and because we are blessed, we are to be a blessing to others. This is part of the covenant that He spoke over Abraham, when He told Him that other nations would be blessed because of Him. As descendants of Abraham, the same applies to us.

            Furthermore, we are to be imitators of Christ, who fulfilled Abraham’s covenant and brought us into direct relationship with Him and the Father. Therefore, we are blessed because Jesus is blessed. We bless others because Jesus blesses us to bless others. When we choose to forgive, it releases the blessings of God in our lives. That is why forgiveness is more to do with you then it has to do with the person asking or needing your forgiveness.

            Unforgiveness makes us bitter and gives us a heart of stone; something which the LORD does not do. He is in the business of giving you a new heart and putting a new spirit in you; He will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh. (Ezekiel 36:26). Stop looking at what others are doing or how they are doing it. Stop comparing their life to yours. Focus on Jesus and let go of the unforgiveness in your heart. Holding onto it is not worth the pain and suffering you will continue to live with.


17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!
- 2 Corinthians 5:17 

            Embrace who Jesus has created you to be, a new creation. A new creation that is free of bitterness and free of the weight of unforgiveness. Embrace the abundant life that He has promised you. A life full of blessing!



            I thank you for the forgiveness that you gave me on the cross. It is that forgiveness that makes me a child of God. I ask you to forgive me for holding on to unforgiveness. Remove the roots of bitterness in my heart, take my heart of stone and give me a heart of flesh like proclaimed. I forgive all the people who have wronged me or hurt me. I forgive myself of the pain I have caused myself by holding on to unforgiveness. I embrace the new creation that I am in You. One that is free of bitterness and full of Your grace and forgiveness. AMEN!


Your servant in Christ,

Pastor Nathan

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